I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people’s jokes. I do silly things with my friends. It’s funny though. When I come back home, i just turn off that metal switch. Then suddenly, i break down. I feel alone, empty, tired. Ican’t exactly describe how I feel into words. Its like I have 2 different me’s. One for the public and one for myself. Only if they knew, only if. Sometimes, I just do my own things and just ignore the others. 

Adios, the nerdy.